The eyes are tired, the mind is numb, the senses have taken a beating and nobody understands me!
i'm also drained out, courtesy the stress generated by some late nights.
finishing my mag work...if you must know...!!!
Then of course its very easy to get stressed out, because i've embarked on a very heroic task...shopping for goody bags for my India trip. (i'm so looking forward to it)...did i tell you that i hate too much shopping....? no? well i do!!! esp when you have to get something for everyone and you hope you've not left out anyone. Then of course they have to like it too...
Prats, when asked whether she needed anything, told me "nothing, you just get yourself!!" that's so very sweet of her!!! Btw, many seem to be telling this to me recently, either my taste in gifts suck, or else they all really like me :)
Coming back to the red eyes, i have a cold...quite a bad one...'a sky fallen on the head' kind...the 'nobody understands me when i speak' kind...aaachooo!!
i can write though...
because between yesterday and now, quite a few "awww' moments have happened...
Yesterday, on his return from school, my 5 yrold
narrated the poem of the day, which initially left me perplexed...and then made me laugh. (click on the cloured words if you want to hear more)
His stories over, his lil tummy filled, he then focussed all the sneezes, he looked at me and said "you sleep...i'll do all the work today...don't worry..."
five minutes later, he comes up to me and whispers "you will have to do the cooking though, i don't know that"!!!
He is such a sweetie pie...i wish he'd remain 5, a lil longer...sigh...
of course he then went down to play, and didn't turn up till much later...but his words acted as instant therapy...and it carried me through the evening.
Woke up this morning late and with a heavy head, and found the kids' milk, fruits, cereal all ready on the table (that's what i do usually every morning) and a piping hot cup of ginger tea...courtesy G...i just had to pack the lunch boxes...isn't G a darling?
Walked the kids to their busstop, waved goodbye till i could see the bus no more(i have never missed that)and came home to find my friend 'S' from the next block waiting at my door with some chatpata food...
how did she know? Turns out my lil boy had gone to her house in the evening, during play yesterday, to drink water...and had told her..."i don't want to disturb my mother..she's not well..." awww...
And S is really a gem of a person!!!I've known her for over 8 months, her kids are almost the same age as mine and we get along quite well, having even exchanged the mandatory dabbas of khana...
As i grow older, i see a change in me. I am friendly, yet i find that i don't go out of my way to invest in new friendships. I'm very happy with the ones i have. I don't keep in touch as much as i like to , but the friends i have, we seem to take up from where we leave, always...
Yet slowly but surely, there have been a few who've entered that circle, like 'S'. Even a few in the blogworld too.
Reading
preeti's post this morning had me nodding my head vigorously in agreement. She so spoke my mind, and did a very good job of it too...
(the nodding also helped in clearing the mess in my head and my blocked ears)......
and then
prats took me on a lil nostalgia trip..with a song from dirty dancing...and some funky songs and classroom drama...instant therapy again...
It feels refreshing to be surrounded by all this goodness...
The day sure is lovely...even though i'm going to spend it sneezing and aiming tissues at the bin all day long!!
Forgive the disorientation in thoughts...sneezing does that to me.
Aaah...aaa...Aaachoo....bless all of you too...
